Back to where it all began

My flight leaves tonight at 9:30. I'll do a full day of work before heading to the airport. My anxiety is already starting to set in and yet travel is still hours away. Maybe this will be gooud for me- therapeutic even.

I can't believe when i wake up in the morning I will be in London... and Ryan won't be there with me.

"You sat down next to me, like poetry to wine Our window looked upon a yellow neon sign I took your hand while you decided what to do The only kiss I ever miss, I shared with you The other cities hold a memory still of a place But, when I dream of London, I can only see your face I want you Or no one No one else will do You, or no one No one is the only one To fill the empty space I hold for you You simplified me down to slogans on the wall I took offense, but you were right about them all My friends are telling me I shouldn't waste my time But I can't concentrate until I make you mine I'm drawing cards and making wishes down by the well Who would've known I'd lose myself in that old hotel I want you Or no one No one else for me You, or no one No one else is strong enough To slow me down in time to set me free I want you Or no one No one else is fine Oh, you or no one No one is the only one To fill me up until I make you mine" -Rachel Yamagata