Sometimes i wish i could die so that he would love me, she whispers to me, her voice carried softly across the darkness. It was a small, childlike voice which implored me, questioned me. Did i understand that sort of pain?
Often i too believe only tragedy would make me lovable, i try to reassure her. But i am pretty fucked up myself, so i may not be the best to ask.
Currently listening to: Billie
Currently feeling: confused
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I definitely feel that. There have been times in relationships where I've wished a tragic accident upon myself so that "boy" whoever it is at that moment, realizes how much he loves me and how much he doesn't want to lose me.
it's a strange sensation really.
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